Happy Deepavali but im sad & stress

= November is not my month =

Happy Deepavali but im not happy at all even though i have 3 days off from college!!!! i noe it wasn't to do my work last mins but why it's so hard to find those data?? I did found my data on Monday.. & i wasn't sure that it is rite, so i keep on asking, asking & asking until today it still the same!!! I correct correct & correct .. wtf!!! at last it still wrong!!!! & i almost cry today!!! i cant breath once in awhile. It make me feel so stress like i was in secondary skul last time. Me in secondary skul was like keep on putting pressure on myself just make sure that i score A in all my paper!!! It was so so so stress!!!!

The only computers with the DATABASE in the library making people to queue up & it is so... ISH!!!!! & the it is really hard to find the bond with 3 years to mature!!!! Arg!!! Anyone willing to help me??? & of cuz i noe it will be NO!!!!

i miss my darling..

how i hope he is here v me & his shoulder too..